i'm sick of this xanga, so i'm gonna make a new one
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goodbye lights_allfaded.

They chewed me up and then they spit me out
And I'm not supposed to let it bother me
But maybe I'm a little bit weak - I let my frailty take the wheel

tessa's christmas present to me rocks, its pink bedroom slippers! and its so soft, and an esprit towel

i have caught up with the class, catching up 3 days of work in 4 hours, now i'm exhausted but i wanna finish reading my book before i turn in.

in any case, met my form teacher properly today, she looks like mrs seto, i always thought they were the same person, i shall push aside my initial prejudices.

my chem teacher's a bit insane, he's making us do this personal notes file cover, and on the back of it, we have to write four things-
1 I love Chemistry
2 Mr Loh wants me to do well in Chemistry
3 I will ask when I do not understand
4 I will do well in Chemistry. 

yes, there's a high chance we'll get mr seow for co-form/ss teacher cause mrs raj will be going on maternity leave once she gives birth (i hope she gives birth early), it'll be less boring when he comes back, arguments with michelle hwang (;

and michelle hwang jia en, come back to school, we all miss you.

you know that feeling that you feel like you're in the wrong place, and there's a wave of instability through your body. and all the confidence you ever had suddenly dissolves into your insecurity and you begin to wonder. am i doing what i should be doing?

Maybe a greater thing will happen.

Teachers love giving homework.
Today was the last day of Orientation Camp. I kinda regret not being more enthusiastic about the whole thing but I guess I was too tired. Will miss my Orientation group.

My form teacher wants us to write a Self-Introduction, I feel like i'm 5 instead of 15. Its supposed to be at least 3/4 of the page, but i can't even reach half. I've talked about my particulars, hobbies, home... next is favourite subjects. I can't think of anything else to do though.

Math is horrible, Mrs Gan keeps giving worksheets, and our Chem teacher is a bit insane. But not as funny as Mrs Chow!

Went out for Bea's birthday today (Happy birthday B, you're the most spastic funny person who always makes me smile and laugh.) i think i'll miss the group alot, like i went so sexy! to amanda today in class, and it felt weird you know? Like being outta place.

Slice me up a piece of that hog head cheese!